Sometimes and rarely

Sometimes ,,, and rarely .... 

Sometimes I leave God .. and rarely I get back to him ... 
Sometimes I decide to do bad things .. and rarely I decide not to .. 
Sometimes I feel that God is away from me ... and rarely I feel him with me .. 
Sometimes I fall in sadness ,,,, and rarely I decide to feel the joy with Jesus... 
Sometimes I go to the church of God ... and rarely I go to God of the church ... 

Well ... so what's missing ... 
Is it me or God .... 

I know it isn't God .. I know he is there for me ... 

So ... 
It's all about me ... 

I have to decide 
What to do sometimes ... 
And what to do rarely ...